I'm tired and kinda sad but I can't put my finger on why I'm sad and I feel so cba that my politics essay is going at snail pace. Thing is, I know she won't mind if it's not in tomorrow. But I didn't give my history today and she didn't even blink coz she's pretty laid back with our essays so in return for that I feel at least on should be in on time. I wish I didn't feel guilt. Or maybe I wish I didn't feel the need for sleep. Not sure. Not having guilt would probably get me in more trouble so I'll go with the sleep wish. If there are any fairy godmothers around. Although, I know what wish I'd rather have...once I had my friend back I could go for other more exciting stuff because suddenly it wouldn't feel like I was standing at the bottom of a mountain with a broken leg and no crutch but the hospital was at the very top.

Anyway, enough with this, it's only a stalling tactic by my brain!

night night.xx