I saw Deano last night! The man never changes hehe. He greeted me with his traditional "Ohh no!" and then quickly gave me a hug and we chatted all about his role in Chitty and my travels up and down the country and then he revealed to us that his digs were in Tunstall and he laughed as me and my mum recoiled in horror! lol He also likened his part to Grizabella...made more amusing by the fact that he actually had a point!!

My mum and me went shopping before the show yesterday and I got presents for my friends, cards for Ryan, Dean, John and Chris and also my mum treated me to Boosh live on DVD, new stripey "Do I look like a morning person?" PJs, a fluffy snuggly dressing gown, a grey jumper thing, a new grey three-quarter sleeves t-shirt, a little jacket thing for layering purposes on the Berlin trip and a gorrrgeous grey coat from Topshop that I am completely besotted with!!

Then, to top it all off - The Circus Live came today!!!! It's sitting in front of me now and hasn't been out of my sight all day! Haven't actually watched it yet, my mum says that later tonight she'll watch it with me and we're going to watch it on the reeeeally big telly and everything! YAY!

The only way this weekend could get better is if Stoke win tomorrow....*crosses fingers*


Night all.x

How is it that the easiest words to write a story around are actually the harderst to come up with plot for?! I think it's coz there's just to much blummin' scope with 'friends'...after all, it's the idea that really underpins ALL of my challenge stories so far...hmm. Oh well, I'll finish colourless first then worry about it more. There is also the small detail of four essays and an essay plan to be done next week though...but at least I see Dean at the end of it!

Can't believe I'll be seeing Dean again next weekend!! That's really crept up on me! Can't wait though!! And then the Portsmouth game on the Sunday too! Am taking my Denmark flag - Sorro, I'm cominnng! lol

anyway, nothing else on my mind right now so I'm off to have some pizza! byeee.x

My legs hurt so bad and I don't know why :(
On the upside though, as Never Forget is touring I'm going to see it! In Liverpool on December 4th to be precise. Can't wait!

Apprently the Stoke players have been making plates this week...Sorensen and Simmo were plate rivals but Sorro got the last laugh coz he got in a little tease at Simmo. I love the banter between those two, you'd think Simmo would loath Sorro but the little goalkeeping trio always look so cute before matches! AQ, Simmo and Sorro always look like they're out on a picnic or something during warmup!

Anyway, night all.x

I'm nuts. Honestly. Section me now. Essays coming out my flipping ears!!! *weeps* And am also watching Southampton v...um...someone beginning with a C. Why?! I've lost the plot! I need another half term already! lol

On the brightside, my mum bought me the DVD of Never Forget (the Take That musical) today just coz she saw it and thought of me! How sweet is that?! hehe

Despite the lack of football, I'm kinda looking forward to this weekend. Hopefully I'm going to make a music video of Grizabella to Oh What A Circus from Evita, write out Dean, John, Chris and Rachel's Christmas cards (and possibly Zak if I can find a theatre for him...) and also make Ryan's card. Yes he's getting a hand made one, yes I do spoil him! lol He's so good to me when I come see him though - it's such a nice change from Kevin coz you can actually TRUST him to look out for you, remember stuff, work out that you'll be at stage door etc. Anyway, it's all planned out.


Right, I should have been in the shower a good ten minutes ago! Night all.x

I know it's my own daft fault that I haven't done it yet but I really don't want to do my philosophy :( I just want to watch Sensing Murder then curl up under the duvet and sleep, not think about behaviourism (which is naff btw!)

Anyway, best be off to do it. Night all.x

Don't even want to talk about it. Urghhhhhhhh.
I'm so shattered after all that - cba with school tomorrow, regardless of how few lessons I have on Mondays. On the bright side, it's about 15 days now 'til The Circus Live is on DVD.

Anyway, am off to wash my hair for the second time today (stupid conditioner not washing out!!) so night night all.x


Malinda.x

Is it wrong that I'm already counting down to when The Circus Live is out on DVD?? Eeee!


Night all.x

Oh my gosh - this week is turning out so well! Mr.Leech isn't going to be in Thursday afternoon so I have two free afternoons in a row! Add into that that I'm off (all by myself!) to Northampton to see Ryan and am getting a recorder for my ipod (completely unrelated to my new found love of Evita and trip to see it *cough cough*!! Plus I just had suuuuuch a lovely review! Yayness!!

Am going back to see Evita again on Saturday, Stoke match on Sunday annnnd two trips to see Dean when he rolls up at the Regent! Ahh...so glad that I didn't turn my back on stage door. Immature my foot - my best mates are in their late twenties to thirties! I'm so getting the last laugh on this one!


Night all.x

I'm going to be seeing Dean soon!!! Turns out he's in Chitty, which comes to the Regent in a few weeks time! Can't wait!! I've missed him!!

Shame it's back to work tomorrow :( But on the bright side, I have now written 'Black' and 'Brown' and am very pleased with them!


Night all.x

Songs of the moment: Hold Up A Light - Take That and Another Suitcase In Another Hall - Evita (stage version not film)

That is all.x

WE SURVIIIIIVED!!!

Wow, me and Toby had so much fun! It was almost like the theatre trips of all with these in-jokes being started and skipping round to stage door and laughing at sweet wrapper rustling!! Ryan was utterly gorgeous to me as well and he love love LOVED his present. I think I got about fifty hugs and he said 'Bless you' at the end of every sentence! lol I won't go into the train journeys mind you! Blimey! Although, for all the hassel it caused, I did kinda enjoy Carlisle in the end. I think the best bit was possibly either Yarm or when me and Toby had Sunderland station pretty much all to ourselves!! So much fun all round. And I enjoyed Evita much more this time round as well. Ryan saw me during the show and I almost made him laugh twice coz I was grinning like a fool at him trying to be the 'butch' secret policeman. I raised my hands to clap him at the end too and he looked at me and grinned coz I think it made him feel special. I like to think that's something that they really do like about my visits, especially when they're 'just' ensemble, coz it's like "Someone does appreciate everything you're putting in to this!! Yay you!!" I don't know, that's how I see it anyway.

It really did remind me of the old stage door trips...which is good to know coz it hasn't been that good for a looong time and this one was possibly better what with us being let loose on our own.

Anyway, I'm off to watch Russell Howard now. Nighty night.x

Toby and me are off on our big adventure up to Sunderland tomorrow!! Can't wait to see Ryan again...but first I have to wrap his present and decide what the flip I'm going to wear. Oh...and we have to pick up Toby still! lol I'm waiting for text from him and coz my phone's charging I can't leave the room but I have things I need to do!! I know - what a hard life!

Night all.x

How gorgeous was 'Emma' last night?! So so so sweet. It's made me want to watch Mansfield Park now...not sure if I'll watch it tonight though coz I kind of want to write tonight as well.

Anyway, nothing of interest to say really! Night all.x

Oh my god!!! Stoke WON! At TOTTENHAM!!! I soooo wish I'd been able to go but it was so much fun to watch anyway and just....wow...YAY! Ok. Breath. I'm on such a high today. Have just had a good old dance around my bedroom and generally acted crazy but now I need to take myself off to sort my hair out and generally be more mundane and calm!
Glenn Whelan - Stoke's magic little leprechaun ♥

Finish on a hoy!x

I just want to write what I want to write not a flipping essay on imagery in The Winter's Tale. Stupid thing is, I don't actually mind Winter's Tale but naturally the essay had to be set on the one topic about it that I reeeeally don't get. I have THREE fiction ideas that I want to be writing right now but they're all on hold for the sake of stupid essays!! Urgh. Ok rant over.

Evening all.x

So I said before I ought to thank the people who looked after me this time last year and although I'm fairly confident they will never read this I think it needs to be said. My mum and dad, Toby, Charlie, Sombul...and in a strange sort of way Gary Barlow, Howard Donald, Jason Orange and Mark Owen. I would be a wreck without them and I will always be grateful to them for picking up the pieces.

And to another person who I doubt will ever read this...I hope you know that what happened will never stop hurting. I'm sorry for saying things even when I knew I would regret them later, but you took things to a level that caused devestation to my whole world and although we seem to have called a truce now it's still not enough because all those memories and jokes we shared in the past have been spoilt by the distance you insist on placing between us.

What am I to you and what are you to me?
Are we getting better or did we used to be?
What of the songs we used to sing?
Where are the souls we used to carry in?
What is a sail without a hurricane?
What is a hurt without someone to blame?
Show me the sky and I climb the stairs
Give me something 'cause I'm losing it.


Night.x

I have shampoo in my eye!! Owww!!! And yet, despite that and my horrendous work load, I'm feeling quite chipper tonight. I'm really not looking forward to doing my English essay on imagery in Winter's Tale coz I don't really know what she wants out of it and also she wants us to write a plan and I just don't do plans! I'd rather be writing fic tbh...I have ideas for Brown and Purple but they're both going to be on hold until half term comes along.

Speaking of half term...what to wear to Sunderland?

It's funny to think this time last year my whole world was falling apart. I'm not saying my heart's been stitched back up properly yet - doubt it ever will be - but life is good. Several people who I ought to thank for that but tonight is not the time.

Night all.x

That's all I have to get through before it's half term! I cannot wait!! The match was a stunner yesterday and me and my dad found ourselves THIS close to Beats going mental and trashing the place which made us go mental and it was just so funny!! He kicked a hole in one of the ad boards! Also yesterday, my 2010 Take That calendar came! What speedy service! Only problem is now that I want to open it and put it up but it's way way way too early for it.

Today I went into Hanley and bought myself a sweatshirt, just a simple loose one which is blue with Lucky 07 written on it so nothing too much to rave about but it isn't half comfy! Also got a little gold bracelet with 'love' written on it and a silver locket necklace...and, to top off that little haul: I got myself a black/silve/pink Take That t-shirt form New Look. It's so fancy! It only says Take That The Circus on it but it's still amazing and I love it! I still kinda want the Take That And Party one that they have but they didn't have my size. Will have to check back on that one, I have no money right now anyway so I should save up for it! lol

Right, off to watch X Factor (don't judge me!! hehe)
Night night.x

My heart really goes out to Gary Barlow and his family. Today's a sad day for the boyband world. Hopefully the match will brighten my spirits.

Bye for now.x