I'm off to Seychelles tomorrow!
Can't wait to be back out there again - shame about the somewhat hellish journey that must be made to get there but never mind, roll on a relxing Seychelles summer!

Bye bye everybody!x

So at least I'll have some company online again! hehe. I'm going to have to write soon though, I can't avoid it forever can I!

Had a bit of a 'moment' earlier when Said It All came on. Am ok now and have been a little bit hyper ever since. Can't explain that but hey ho.

anyway, bye for now!x

Nothing of interest to say really. I have several fiction ideas spinning in my brain but for some reason I can't write for toffee at the moment. I'm still blaming the post show come down though considering how hyper I was earlier I think that's a poor excuse!

I don't really know what to do with myself. I really want to write but like I said I'm having real issues with my writing right now. I open the word document or the notebook and then just sort of...seize up or shut down or something. And to make matters worse I have all these fic ideas which I'm so happy with and enjoy carrying on writing mentally but I can't get any of them down. In the long run that means all these ideas are going to end up lost to the ether so by the time I can write I won't have any ideas left to write down. So annyoing!

And now a moth has come along to irritate me!! Why do they always insist on flapping around everywhere? They never find the light and stay there, they have to flap around in front of it then in front of you and then all around the light again!

Rant over! Am off to find something to watch...hopefully anyway.
Night all.x

There are moments when I just get so bloody sad because it's over. I know, it's stupid but I can't help it. Wish the DVD of it would come out already at the very least.

I'm talking about Take That live btw, in case you were wondering.

Wish I could cheer up :(

night all.x

Last night was one of the most amazing nights of my entire life. Take That are just breathtaking live and their creativity when it comes to creating a real production of a show is just...wow. I can't even put it in to words. We got soaked but it was worth it when they finally appeared - Verity and me were very close to the B stage so we got a great view for the most part. Jason got to sing Wooden Boat AND How Did It Come To This and they also performed Hold Up A Light as part of the encore. It keeps hitting me at random intervals - I was really there! I've seen Take That live!! I feel like one of the luckiest people in the world.

The only problem is, now everything feels like an anti-climax!
Here's the link to all my photos, enjoy!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=276967&id=565940715&l=8d65a0e212

Night night (and let me know what you think!)xx

When that song came on today I couldn't help but look over and think "Do you realise what this song means? Do you know who it is I'm always singing it for?". Probably not.

On a less criptic note: what am I gonna wear for the Birmingham open day?! And am I really gonna end up stuck with Pete on the coach! :S

all for now!.x

It's almost heeeeeeeeeeere!!! This weekend!! OMGOMGOMG!!!

Ok, fit over. Just about.

On another note, I've almost finished Time To Shine! It's like the end of an era! I'll pop the link here when it's done. More for easy access than anything else but if you fancy a read go ahead! Next project...not sure. I'm thinking of acting on my impulse to branch out in to own characters. But I won't abandon my fanfic ways either. I'll keep up with my GW Mac, Caroline and Lola oneshot series and I highly doubt that I'll be turning my back on the Cats fanfics any time soon. But we'll see. For now I just want to savour how close I am to finishing my most successful fic to date!

anyway, night all.x

Pretty please will someone give me a fanfic prompt! Someone just gave me a lovely review for my Green Wing one shots and I feel she ought to get some sort of thank you! hehe

cherry on top?x

Wanted to have a bath but the water pressure is still screwed up coz of the water mains maintenance down the road. Just have to settle for a shower I suppose. :(

11 days.x

Until I see Take That - got their new single today so I could get my hands on another one of the b-sides I so look forward to! God knows how some of them didn't make it on to albums!! The single (Said It All) and the b-side (Throwing Stones) are both gorgeous and everyone definitely ought to buy it!! haha

Other than that I've been better, I've been worse. School trip to London should be ok I guess, but I can't spend ANY money coz I'm saving all my serious cash for merchandise at the concert. The weeks are really dragging as well. Ohhh but at least I got an awesome outfit for the concert on Saturday with the help of Toby and Verity (my elite style team!)

Here's to hoping the days speed up!!x

It's so close!! And I've been trying to avoid all hints and clues to the show with sucess! I just hope Julia doesn't spoil it when she goes on the night before I go!!

I have major writer's block and an in-between phase with my music though :( They always coincide. I have so many ideas in my head but when it comes to getting them typed up nothing happens! I have some sort of block that just admits defeat the moment the word document opens. Doesn't help that my head is swimming with fanfiction from an entirely different fandom and I blame the person who wrote an amazing character then abandoned her story three chapters in. I wouldn't mind so much only she abandoned it in 2007!!

This week is going too slowly. *sigh*

night.x

Penalty save against Sweden last night!! Denmark Stokie was captain for Denmark AND Man of the Match. WOW!

In other news, I am so screwwwwed for this history exam. I mean...I feel like I know the stuff already when I'm going through it but as soon as I walk away from it I feel like I don't know it after all. Plus it's my last exam so my motivation is royally shot. I just want summer now. And I don't want the exam results. The only exam I am remotely confident about is English. Tomorrow afternoon I think I'm either going to sleep, read fic or play Sims - just anything that sounds remotely lazy!! But for today? Well today I have to do actual work and at least attempt to salvage some decent mark or other out of the wreckage that has been my AS exams. I know, I'm being a drama queen, but I'm just in one of those moods ok! hehe

laters.x

p.s. Only twenty days 'til Take That!!! Must avoid spoilers for the show, I've already stumbled across one by accident so please no more!!

He's still beautiful.
Not many people get it, least of all my dad so I just wish that you'd been there.
He IS still beautiful and he made it very clear how much he cares.
But I still wish you'd been there.x

Okay, trying to keep myself in revision mode is so bloody hard!! Clothes Show in Saturday, Take That end of June, UEA Open Day and seeing Ryan at the start of July then Seychelles - I'm so incredibly close to fuuuuun! Plus my new topshop bag and tops came today (have you ever been right to the back of topshop? You know, where the big cage is? That thing in there? it's my soul!) soooo I'm all hyped coz one of the tops is for seeing (Dance Captain!!) Ryan in Evita and the other is for seeing Kev. It was gonna be for Take That but I think it's more Kev so I switched! Anyways - yay!! How the hell am I supposed to get in to revision mode?!!

night.x

Bye bye Salif! Wish I never had to know ya!!

Am gonna write to Pulis this week btw, tell him to make Soro our captain - we all know he really is, let's just make it official! I wanna see him wearing that armband come next season!!

laters.x

On Saturday I'm going to the London Clothes Show to see a certain mr Kevin McGuire perform with his band. Toby's coming along for the ride and generally I'm quite excited! Although I do face a week of pretty intense revision but other than that YAY!

Night night.x

And Sorensen is an utter king.

night.x

So, generally, except for the whole impending exams thing, life if good. My dad got back from Seychelles on Friday and although Stoke didn't win I think generally I had a good, lazy long weekend! Plus I got a bit more internet shopping done so all's well that ends well!

I have about a hundred different strands of plotlines for differend sotires all whirling round in my head at the moment though, I'm having an in between phase with my music too. These things are usually connected I find. It's a vicious circle coz I stop being able to really settle to my music then start distracting myself from that fact by making up stories to the songs and then get too involved and it distracts me from my writing projects which is turn makes me not know what sort of music I feel like listening to. Can't believe I actually WANT to be a writer! lol

Anyway, I'm off to either read something or watch something, I haven't decided yet.

Night night.xx

Ok, I've been a very very naughty little internet shopper!!

Two pens, two pencils, a pencil case and a notebook from paperchase and three tops from Topshop as well as a new bag for school from Topshop also which arrived today. How much have I spent? I don't want to know!! But I'm not going to be spending for a while what with exams so what the hell I guess! And I cannot wait for them to arrive!! Come on postman, efficiency this week will definitely put you in my good books!!

Anyway, I'm off for some before bed reading!

Night night!

p.s. I know Topshop can be overpriced, but they do have nice stuff so don't judge me!!

I'm tired and kinda sad but I can't put my finger on why I'm sad and I feel so cba that my politics essay is going at snail pace. Thing is, I know she won't mind if it's not in tomorrow. But I didn't give my history today and she didn't even blink coz she's pretty laid back with our essays so in return for that I feel at least on should be in on time. I wish I didn't feel guilt. Or maybe I wish I didn't feel the need for sleep. Not sure. Not having guilt would probably get me in more trouble so I'll go with the sleep wish. If there are any fairy godmothers around. Although, I know what wish I'd rather have...once I had my friend back I could go for other more exciting stuff because suddenly it wouldn't feel like I was standing at the bottom of a mountain with a broken leg and no crutch but the hospital was at the very top.

Anyway, enough with this, it's only a stalling tactic by my brain!

night night.xx